along with this, i experience a variety of beliefs that may or may not be true as a result of my mental disorders. i may say things that are contradictory with regard to religion and spirituality. you are welcome, as always, to ask for clarification on these, but just know that it may not always make sense. i do not consent to unprompted reality checks from strangers. you do not know me and i find it quite weird.
i also have a history with cults. this also affects the way that i navigate religion, and i am working on deprogramming and finding my own ways to practice religion without harm.
